Life, and things in it.

Hello. Life is insane. It's driving me mad. Not making me mad (although it's doing a good bit of that too), driving me mad. First of all (but not most of all), Abby (my dog) is being freakish. Ever since my dad left for Ukraine yesterday it's like she knows that no one can make her do anything. And it's making me fricking insane. UGH!!! Second, school is hard. I just don't like it. And knowing how important it is only makes it more annoying. Third, people are completely insane. No one can get along, there's always something wrong, people never listen to other people, and I'm tired of it. Adam and Eve had no idea how good they had it back in the Garden, and now they've gone and blown it for the rest of us.

I need to get that Rise Against CD from Chad... I need to get about half a billion CDs actually. I need a job. So bad. I never get paid anymore, even for the work that I used to get paid for. So I am literally without any source of income. Not that I ever get out of the house to spend it....... I'm just in a bad mood. >:( I like that emoticon. Chad taught me a new one today. <(") It is a penguin.

*GASP* Speaking of learning, I learned how to play the intro to "Flag in the Ground" by Sonata Arctica :D it sounds really cool, and is actually very simple. I'm working on learning more stuff by A Day To Remember. Their stuff is normally pretty simple, but it's still hard to learn 5 things at once.

Why don't you tell us about those rabbits, George...

I Will Defy Gravity Yesterday.

Hello! I like this picture. It shows what I want to do. Well, sort of. I do want to skydive, but I would much rather skydive UP than down. I am a big anti-normality person (as you know if you spend time around me), and I think that would be the coolest thing. As my title (yes, it is that way on purpose) says, I will defy gravity yesterday. I just haven't figured out how yet. But never fear, if there is a will, there's a way. And I have the will. So the way better frickin exist...

Anyway, life is (still) insane. School is hard, annoying, incredibly important, and so far my grades are up. I have the best friends in the world. Yet despite all of this I still feel the need to get the frick out of here. I can't wait until college... Too bad I have to :(

Becca had a migraine thursday, and missed English class. Stinks for her. Chad bought New Found Glory's new CD, and apparently it is awesome. I tried to hang out with Will today, and failed magnificently. And Noah has a big head.

I will now end this pointless (yet informative) post by asking this:

Why don't you tell us about those rabbits, George...

UGH

Hello. I have no phone. Why? because my mom took it. Why? Ask her. I will not tell you. But the important part is that I have no phone. So do not text me or call me.

I like this song :D it's called Paid In Full by Sonata Arctica. You should already know that.

I was nowhere near ready when all it ended
So I hoped we could find a new day, cannot live without you

You gave me the chance, time and again in vain
Now my feelings for you
Every tear, every smile, paid in full
Wrecked the chain, but no longer can I take the pain

It's hard for me to love myself right now
I waited, hated, blamed it all on you

Needed to be strong, yet I was always too weak
So again only blamed myself for this state we are in
I will take what you have for me now, it's not too late

Did you change? I did too
Love can grow from the last grain

It's hard for me to love myself right now
I waited, hated, blamed it all on you

I need you less and less every day
Fix this moral decay
Yet I've grown to love you even more

My fault that you then turned another cheek
You mouth the words, you're not ready to speak
You're scared of me, although I never had a clue
That I'd become so much stronger than you

I will take what you have for me now if it's not too late
If you like I will leave, I will not miss the last train again

It's hard for me to love myself right now
I waited, hated, blamed it all on you
It's hard for me to love your face right now
I'm waiting, hating, needing, being me

I need you less and less
And every day leads us farther away
From that moment

It's hard for me to hate myself right now
Finally I'm understanding me
One day we may have whole new me's and you's
But first I need to learn to love me too

Anyway, that's all I have to say today. Besides the fact that homework is of the devil.

Why don't you tell us about those rabbits, George...

Adelphia

Hello! It's me. But you already knew that. Anyways, hello again. The other day I found a $15 iTunes gift card, and i was really happy about it. It was pink with a chick dancing on it... Anyways, yeah so I found the gift card. And with it (yesterday) I bought A Skylit Drive's new album Adelphia, which happens to be AMAZING :D I'm a huge fan of ASD. Yes, I know the album cover is weird (and kind of creepy), but their music is not at all reflected by it. They aren't dark or creepy or emo or anything like that. They're just awesome. You probably wouldn't like it, but I do. Anyway, I also bought a few Sonic Syndicate and Sonata Arctica songs, all of which which are also fantastic. I need like 300 dollars to spontaniously appear in my wallet so I can go to Coconuts and spend it all in like 5 minutes. It would literally only take me that long (and that's because I'd have to find all of them). I like music alot. I'm really excited about Sonic Syndicate's new album (whenever it comes out), and I want them to release their new single on iTunes. But they haven't yet >:O sad.

OH, and I really need you to pray for Mary Jackson (whether you know her or not) because she's been having medical problems for a long time, and today she fainted (again) and they didn't find her for a few hours. The E.R. can't do anything to help her, so really God is the only One that can do anything for her now. So please pray that He will.

Homework should be outlawed.

Why don't you tell us about those rabbits, George...

HOOBASTANK, Togas, and Short People...

Hello. I have no idea what that word means. Hoobastank. I just heard it somewhere and thought it sounded funny, so there you go. Also, Jesse Warbington is not over 5 feet tall. No, you shall get no further explanation for that comment. Anyway, I'm really tired. Becca and Jack had a school project that they "needed help with", so I decided to help. "Help" meant wearing a toga, lying in the fetal position in mud while it's raining, and sucking your thumb while pretending to be a baby. Now you understand the lengths to which I will do things for my friends. It's actually probably just me being stupid, but heck who knows. Actually, you probably do. I'm probably the only one that doesn't. But until I know, none of that counts. Ha.

On another note (I seem to love saying that) high school is frustrating, annoying, and hard. Especially the part where they want you to "work." That's the hardest part. I'm not gunna tell you what the next hardest part is, because I haven't figured it out yet.

On another, more amazing note, I have decided that FTW not only means "For the win", but also "For the waffle." Why? That is a secret. You'll have to ask me in person for it to make sense. XD

So why don't you tell us about those rabbits, George...

Hello. I'm posting again. The second time in...two days. I bet you never saw THAT coming! O.O What now. I just made a Chad face at you. And that...is all I have time to say right now. :P I bring you joy by my sporadic blog posts. It's ok. I know I'm weird.

Why don't you tell us about those rabbits, George...

Stuff Happens. Get used to it.

Ahhh hello. it's been a while. Too long, actually. Much too long. But I haven't had time to post in a while so you will just have to get over it and be content. Anyway, I love weekends. This weekend especially. I got to play golf (for the first time in for everrr) with Garrison and then spent the night at his house, then see him and Chad for most of yesterday (Sunday). And we are the Triplet Buttons (and we have that copywritten. So, ha). We were gunna be the three amigos but that's so unoriginal that we fell asleep. So--through an extremely long and intense choosing process--we decided on the Triplet Buttons. And we dig it.

On another note, friendships are so complicated. It seems like everytime you think you're settled down and everything will be ok, something happens that lights the world ablaze (woah I am so making that into a lyric). Anyways... It's crazy. People are so fickle (that is a real word, look it up) and it makes life so confusing and difficult. I just wish everyone could get along. But they can't. It hasn't happened since Adam and Eve, and it'll never happen again. But that knowledge makes it no less frustrating; actually it makes things more annoying because I know that nothing I can ever do can make things change. It's supposed to be this way though, and it's probably better that it is, because if things were different we wouldn't need to strengthen our faith. Challenges are what draw us closer to Him, and if you know me very well you know that I've had my fair share of those. We all have.

On another other note, I can't wait to go to college.

Why don't you tell us about those rabbits, George...